Why do so many of you hate me? Have i done something so evil that I get 0 emails now? I like erotic wrestling, i like singlets, i like chokes. Yet I cannot even see hot videos posted on here because the guys posting them block me now. It is sad really. I spent a long time learning the sport on my own. I spent a long time becoming a legit athlete and all so i could find an attractive young looking guy like myself to share my kinks and my my life with. I never asked for much. I dont want money or fame. Just 1 or 2 friends and love.
But i am blocked at every corner. Guys just spread their hatred of me. They tell people lies about me and yet the reality is, i have never cheated on anyone, robbed anyone, or treated anyone like filth (guys here who you idolize have done it to me and you excuse it).
I dunno why the hate is so rampant towards me and not just on this site. But we all deserve a chance at love and to enjoy fun times with guys we are into. Why then do so many of you (especially older men) prevent me from enjoying the things you do? This is bullying to an extreme degree. Ostracizing someone none of you really know. And you wont even read this blog. Those who do will inevitably call me a drama queen or some other pejorative term.
But what else can i do? Im isolated and alone and i have done nothing to deserve the amount of vituperation i receive. Im not angel but the punishment does not fit the crime. My real life actions speak volumes. I help so many people young and old....but my reputation has been made to look as foul as hitler's. I might as well BE him.
So someone answer me: is this right? because if i do truly deserve it, and your explanation proves this to be so, I will be happy to delete my profile and disappear for good.