Why do so many of you hate me? Have i done something so evil that I get 0 emails now? I like erotic wrestling, i like singlets, i like chokes. Yet I cannot even see hot videos posted on here because the guys posting them block me now. It is sad really. I spent a long time learning the sport on my own. I spent a long time becoming a legit athlete and all so i could find an attractive young looking guy like myself to share my kinks and my my life with. I never asked for much. I dont want money or fame. Just 1 or 2 friends and love.

But i am blocked at every corner. Guys just spread their hatred of me. They tell people lies about me and yet the reality is, i have never cheated on anyone, robbed anyone, or treated anyone like filth (guys here who you idolize have done it to me and you excuse it).

I dunno why the hate is so rampant towards me and not just on this site. But we all deserve a chance at love and to enjoy fun times with guys we are into. Why then do so many of you (especially older men) prevent me from enjoying the things you do? This is bullying to an extreme degree. Ostracizing someone none of you really know. And you wont even read this blog. Those who do will inevitably call me a drama queen or some other pejorative term.

But what else can i do? Im isolated and alone and i have done nothing to deserve the amount of vituperation i receive. Im not angel but the punishment does not fit the crime. My real life actions speak volumes. I help so many people young and old....but my reputation has been made to look as foul as hitler's. I might as well BE him.

So someone answer me: is this right? because if i do truly deserve it, and your explanation proves this to be so, I will be happy to delete my profile and disappear for good.

Last edited on 4/15/2018 6:40 AM by WrestlerandGeek

Comments (12)

borderman (5) 4/15/2018 8:09 AM

I am on your side! However I am in the UK


wrestler noob (1 gold) 4/15/2018 8:53 AM

I don't think you deserve it at all :( just afraid Im too unskilled to be much fun for you to wrestle but I'd love to get choked ;)


Vanman (87 ) 4/15/2018 11:07 AM

You have 23 opponents which is way more than the norm, you also are highly recommended by all except 1 past opponent.

I'm sure that what you say above is true but the evidence doesn't back you up.

I hope you get more bouts over the years.


surrey71 (26 platinum) 4/15/2018 4:22 PM

Haven’t a clue why you have been treated like this.
As Vanman said, all your recommendations except one seem to give you great reports.
Problem is, as I have found, wrestling has a clique that cannot be broken and once these guys decide you’re “not for them”, you’re going to suffer bad attitude from too many people.
This is really the wrong place to look for love, but the right place to find guys to kick ass & take names!
I hope to find many more matches - but maybe not think about finding love in here!


untouchable1 (7) 4/15/2018 5:18 PM

I think you’re cool.
My one observation is that your blogs and posts are mainly negative about people who you say have wronged you.
My advice would be to wipe your past blogs and start posting things without reference to the past.
It’s the internet, so it will be forgotten easily.
Hope it gets better for you ❤️


BamaJDon41 (1 gold) 4/15/2018 6:16 PM

Your fans outnumber your favorites by a 20 to 1 ratio. You seem pretty popular to me.


scottimike (23 platinum) 4/16/2018 4:16 AM

Yes fine wrestler , Ive reassured you before (maybe 13 months ago? ) and its a shame and sad to see this kind of depressive or persecution thought recycle ..mainly in your mind.There are others here who can only help you a little , real time reality testing will help.
Do seek professional guidance and some stability , which all may need at some point in their lives.
Best wishes in over coming the repetitive negative thinking.


WrestlerandGeek (23) 4/16/2018 8:27 AM

Thanks for the non "seek professional help" perspectives some of you offered. I appreciate the constructive feedback.

As a side note: Therapy and meds arent MY answer and they arent always an answer to every situation that concerns hurt feelings. In some cases they are just a bandaid or a temporary solution suggested by people who dont know any better (about the terms depression/sadness/isolation).


joeyj 32 (0) 4/16/2018 3:19 PM

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Not to sound like a dick but why do people on here let it bother them if people block them or don’t respond. Jeez it’s the fucking internet and you don’t know them and have no connection to them. Get over it. I do think you would benefit from some therapy and that doesn’t mean drugs but talking to a psychiatrist who can give you tools to over come your issues.


Vanman (87 ) 4/16/2018 8:43 AM

Talking in itself can be a therapy and talking about stuff always helps.

I guess the guys are saying seek consistent help from someone who is unbiased.

If it has been a number of months the current talking you've done hasn't helped to this point.


scottimike (23 platinum) 4/16/2018 10:15 AM

Though this is not a dating site , why not read , or listen to all the generous, accepting or helpful thoughts towards more self -appreciation?


jobberasian (8 bronze) 4/17/2018 6:22 AM

Just forget the haters. The site will inevitably have people who don't have your best interests at heart, so just don't worry about them. You seem like a nice guy. I'm surprised you get 0 emails.

I also like erotic wrestling, singlets and chokes :)

Take care.