박살난 책상위에 죽은 듯 쓰러져 있는 밤의 머리를 야무지게 잡고 골든이 다시 일으켰다. 그리곤 밤의 머리를 자신의 사타구니에 쳐 박더니 그대로 밤의 허리를 잡고 무등태우듯 어깨 높이까지 들어올렸다. 그리고 쪼개진 파편이 있는 링 바닥에 밤의 등을 내다 꽂았다.
조각난 나무 파편 몇개가 밤의 등가죽을 뚫고 박혔다. 밤은 허리를 활처렴 휘며 몸을 굴렸다. 다시금 다가온 골든이 밤의 머리맡에서 밤의 양 발목을 잡고 들어올렸다. 그리고는 자신의 뒷다리와 밤의 뒷 다리를 걸고선 밤의 머리 맡에 주저 앉았다. 벌거벗겨진 밤의 양 다리가 활짝 젖혀지며 털까지 깨끗하게 민 민낯의 에널이 드러났다. 그 사이 안토니오는 어디서 가져왔는지 죽도를 손에 쥐고 있었다. 다리를 한껏 벌린 채 신음하고 있는 밤앞에 앉은 안토니오는 죽도끝을 감싼 헝겁에 윤활젤로 보이는 액체를 잔뜩 바르곤 한차례 문지른 다음 밤의 에널에 집어 넣기 시작했다.
갑작스러운 이물감에 밤은 고통스럽게 찡그리며 신음했지만 안토니오도 골든도 그저 빙긋이 웃으며 밤을 유린했다. 죽도의 끝이 점점 밤의 에널안으로 모습을 감추자 안토니오는 죽도를 잡고 빙빙 돌리기 시작했다.
"그만해 이 변태 개새끼야. 그만... 시발... 이 개새끼야... 아악..."
"풀어주는거야. 이 정도로 풀어놔야 나랑 골든껄 같이 받지 안 그래?"
"뭐라고 개새끼야? 이 시발... 이 변태 종자들... 시발 놔 이 비겁한 새끼들아."
한참의 악다구니 끝에 에널속 붉은 살이 보일만큼 벌어지자 골든은 걸었던 다리와 잡고있던 팔을 풀었다. 그리고 안토니오도 에널에서 죽도를 뺐다.
"자 이제 슬슬 준비 된 것 같은데 마지막으로 한번만 더 싸야지?"
"그래야지. 이 아시안 걸레에게 마지막으로 거하게 싸 주자고..."
엎어져 헐떡이는 밤의 머리를 잡고 일으켜 세운 골든은 다시금 밤을 야무지게 안고 들어올렸다. 갈비뼈 바로 아래, 허리를 단단히 조여 들어올리자. 지켜보던 안토니오가 밤의 다리를 골든의 허리에 감게 했다. 그리곤 골든의 자지를 잡고 밤의 에널에 집어 넣었다.
골든의 어깨에 턱을 괴고 늘어진 밤이 다시 신음하자, 안토니오는 밤의 뒤에서 이미 골든의 자지를 품고 있는 밤의 에널에 다시 자신의 자지를 더 해 넣었다. 그리고 다 넣고 나자 밤의 목을 단단히 조이며 감았다. 밤은 한 손으로는 자신의 목을 감고 있는 안토니오의 팔을 다른 손으로는 자신의 허리를 감고 있는 골든의 어깨를 잡고 숨을 헐떡였다. 밤을 자신들 사이에 샌드위치처럼 끼운 안토니오와 골든은 밤의 어깨 너머로 키스하며 밤의 에널을 헤집기 시작했다.
살과 살이 부딛치는 소리가 경기장 전체에 울려퍼졌고 관객들의 신음과 야유가 더 해졌다. 싸구려 위스키와 담배... 그리고 끈적한 피와 땀 정액 냄새가 더해져 마치 매음굴이 부활한듯 경기장 공기는 점점 야릇해져 갔다.
"밤... 하악... 네 안에 쌀꺼야. 알겠어? 네 안에 가득 내 정액을 넣을거라고..."
"시발 순식간에 자지 두개까지 받는 널자가 됐네? 기분이 어때 밤? 좋아 죽겠어? 아니면 그냥 죽겠어?"
두 남자의 신음소리 사이에서 밤은 눈을 감은 채 씨익 웃었다.
그리고 눈이 흐려질즈음...
사방에서 문이 무서지는 소리 그리고 알 수 없는 외침, 사람들의 비명이 들렸다. 의식을 잃어갈즈음 덜렁대던 자신의 몸이 바닥에 떨어졌고 흐려지는 눈 사이로 검은 옷을 입고 모자를 쓴 누군가가 자신을 내려다봤다.
의식을 잃으며 어릴 때 헤어졌던 엄마 얼굴이 불현듯 떠올랐다. 그 냥반 지금은 어떻게 살려나... 아직도 김치꺼내 소주마시면서 울려나?
밤이 의식을 차렸을 땐 병원이었다. 엉망으로 깨진 안면은 붕대로 감겨 있었고, 몸은 조각난듯 쓰라렸다. 갈라진 입사이로 물이 들어오며 누군가 얘기했다.
"잘도 불법 체류중에 그런데서 일하셨더군요."
도박장은 경찰에게 들켰다. 허가 받지 않은 시설이고, 마약이 있었고, 불법 도박이 있었다. 그리고 선수들의 상당수가 불법 체류자에 전과자였다. 약물검사결과 밤의 피는 깨끗했고, 사정을 고려받아 훈방조치될 수 있었지만, 이민자 관리법에 걸려 미국에서 추방당할 수 있었다.
"로버트 캔베라... 라고 아세요?"
이민국 관리자가 사진을 들었다. 거기엔 평소 자기가 보던 때와는 전혀 다른 모습을 한 골든이 환하게 웃고 있었다.
"네 이 사람이 로버트 캔베라 입니다. 이 분도 선수셨죠? 이 분도 약물검사에서는 통과 되셨어요. 유일하게 두분만요. 마약도 스테로이드도 아무것도 없어요. 깨끗했죠."
"네. 하지만 이 분 역시 불법도박 협조자로서의 혐의가 있어요. 하지만 벌금형 정도죠. 직접적으로 운영을 하신 건 아니니까요. 밤씨에게도 벌금이 나왔습니다만, 로버트씨가 내 주셨어요."
"그리고 회복되시면 자신에게 연락달라고 하셨는데... 해보시겠어요? 만약 밤씨가 미국에 머물길 원하시면 자신이 신원보증을 하겠다고도 하셨습니다. "
"어떤 관계냐고 물었을 때 대 놓고 '남편'이라고 해서 동석한 형사들 모두 난처했었다고 하더군요."
"... 이 자식이..."
"앞으로의 거취에 대해 생각해 보시고 결정되시면 말씀해 주세요."
밤은 골든과 긴 통화를 했다. 사과도 원망도 없었다. 그저 함께 뒹굴던 때를 또 얘기하고 또 얘기하고 그러다 웃고... 어느새 들고있던 전화기에 뺨을 대고 있기 어려울만큼 뜨거워졌을 때 웃던 밤이 먼저 말했다.
"잘 있어. 로버트..."
"넌 정말 나쁜 새끼야 밤."
"너도 만만치 않아. 좋아한다면서 이렇게까지 날 부셔놔? 난 아까워서 네 얼굴도 안 때렸어."
"... 그건 니가 병신이라서지."
"... 그래서 내가 널 사랑한거고..."
"잘은 모르겠어. 올 수도 있지. 하지만 만약 내가 다시 이 곳에 오게 된다면 그건 너 때문일꺼야."
"하하하 그동안 더 멋진 놈들이랑 잘 뒹굴고 계셔. 그리고 나 따위 잊었다고 하라고."
전화기 너머로 다시 껄껄 웃음 소리가 나곤 Good bye 와 함께 전화기가 꺼졌다. 전화기를 내려놓은 밤은 병원 천정너머로 어릴 때 집 옥상에서 봤던 별들이 떠오르는 것을 봤다.
얼마만인지, 어떻게 변했을지, 뭘 하고 살지... 하지만 설렜다.
Hi guys, looking for an opponent for a friend of mine.
He’s not on the site, is a novice but strong and enthusiastic. I want to watch him wrestle someone in an erotic speedo subs match.
Message me for details.
Just to let you all know, I'm not gonna be arranging any meets for the next couple of months.
I was in a serious road accident last Thursday, serious for the vehicle I was in, and not myself thankfully. I've escaped with cuts, bruises aches and pains. So gonna take few weeks off to get myself back together and hope to be back in the ring in a couple of months.
I only had the one confirmed upcoming meet and have notified my oppo, anyone else who I've recently chatted to, we will get there, probably late summer.
Glum, Until I Realized What It Actually Meant. — Spruceman's (always wanting to wrestle/grapple) blog
Yesterday was wrestling with two of the guys whom I consider two damn good proteges I have been mentoring for some time. Felt a bit down who these former "pushovers" were able to get me to tap out as surprisingly number of times. What am I doing wrong today, I mused. Then it dawned on me that they were merely using the very holds, moves, maneuvers I have been teaching them against me. Suddenly made me feel good about what I did for them and mighty proud of them for having learned so well. Proud of you ScrimmageJock and Just_Dan.
Dislocated my shoulder one month ago, just by falling down ( shit happens ) .
2nd time I dislocated my shoulder happend 1 week ago during calisthenics practise a backlever went wrong.
It gave a burning pain in my shoulder and arm die a few days.
Due to this shoulder I am not able to train my upper body for the past month. So I gave my legs and cardio more atention.
Last week I thought what the hell with my shoulder I need to wrestle.
So I invited my local gym and wrestling buddy to wrestle with me out side on the grass.
We wrestled for 1 hour did 3 rounds was a lot of fun. We ended at 2-1 in my favour.
The day after my shoulder hurted like Hell and still hurt after 2 days.
One month of rest is not enough for a dislocated shoulder, but the wrestling gave me the energy to wait and take rest for another month.
I love doing straightforward competitive submission matches, though like to keep it safe and sane. Sometimes have found that when wrestling another really competitive guy things can escalate risking injury and these days I have become a bit calmer. After all, we are doing it for fun right? I’m not really one of those guys who think that wrestling must always be ‘deadly’ (maybe that’s not a good word to use in this context) serious. Am totally up for a normal bout with one clear winner.
But….. have also always loved playing the heel for any guy who likes to be worked over a bit (or a lot…hah hah!). If you read my recommendations you’ll get an idea of what I like. Surprisingly (to me) have also found more recently that I enjoy being the jobber from time to time, and some guys seems to have the chemistry/knack of bringing that side out of me. Pity that I have so much muscle I don’t bend better! SO…… have been thinking of what kind of match could exploit both heel and jobber aspects. What do you think of this…….any takers……..???
One by One Heeling
This is my suggestion for how to have a fun match where you both want to do some heeling and jobbing and use a good range of both BJJ and promission holds. I am assuming that both guys will only tap/submit when they really need to. Pride preventing simply giving up easily. I suppose this is a good way to extend and test your ability to absorb punishment and take pain. Important to have a ‘safe word’ which means if the man in a hold says it, the guy applying the hold lets go immediately without hesitation or questions. ‘Break’ is a good clear one, but I have used many different ones in the past ….some deliberately humourous or silly (eg he has to say ‘I am a tit’)
The match starts with a bit of a roll….then whoever gets the first sub hold on, attempts to keep it on his opponent at just below the opponents tap threshold…so the hold is kept on for some length of ‘punishment’ time, as long as possible! When the man trapped does submit, the guy applying the hold backs off the pressure a bit and asks his victim if he really wants to give up. This gives the guy on the receiving end time to adjust and regroup a bit and he can respond with either ‘no…fuck you’ type of response, or simply say ‘yes, yes I give’ (or whatever you say when you want to quit). Multiple submissions are thereby obtained from the one hold, with varied intensity.
Then once the final submission is obtained from that particular hold (‘I quit’), you reverse positions. The guy who was on the receiving end now as his reward applies any hold he wants on his opponent who is compliant in getting into the hold. The hold is ‘worked’ well, as in the initial hold. This enables you to try out holds which you like to use but maybe rarely can in fully competitive bouts, or simply drill and perfect your holds. Because you alternate between taking and applying you can last longer. If you feel like it of course you can be mean and go for a relatively quick full submission but if you want to enjoy punishing and stretching out your man you can take your time. Being on the receiving end…you are actually in charge because you decide how long the punishment really lasts…in effect you are challenging yourself to see what you can take. It’s fun! And could be hot too of course! You are basically swapping from heel to jobber and vice versa after each hold is worked to the final submission from it.
If you have the luxury of a bigger matted area (eg when wrestling somewhere like Pippas in Manchester) you can invent other fun rules which make it more interesting. For example if the man trapped in the hold manages to reach the edge of the mat and can touch the floor just beyond the mats with any hand/foot, the hold has to be released and he escapes. He then gets his ‘reward’ for his special efforts becoming the guy who applies the next hold on his opponent. Of course if you use this rule there is motivation for the guy underneath not to simply take the hold but to struggle to try and reach the edge of the mats to escape. It introduces a moderate competitive element. Necessary therefore always to start off in the centre of the mats!
The thing I like about this is that so often in either competitive matches or when heeling, inevitably the guy who is on the receiving end of a series of submission holds becomes tired fairly quickly as his resilience is broken…fine if you like that. But in this approach instead of it all becoming one sided you both get to experience heel and jobber roles, unlike in a normal heel match, or as actually happens often in competitive matches where one guy turns out to be dominant because he secures a particularly gruelling hold on his opponent early on which weakens the man.
Tell me what you think! And of course anyone who wants to try it out with me…..get in touch!!!
When I was 67 (am almost 69) I sent an email though this site to another wrestler inquiring about the possibility of practicing on the mats with him when he visits Las Vegas.Based on his past opponent history and posts I knew he visits Las Vegas from time to time. At the time he was near the lead or might have been the leader in most opponents on this site. His rely was that being 67 that I could not possibly be in shape to practice with him as he mentioned that since he is 57 and works very hard to be in shape that I could not be in shape. I find this very strange. First of all I was snot even asked about my shape. Secondly, I currently go to BJJ classes 5 days a week, sometimes 2 back to back classes (gi and no gi or vice/verse) . This is in addition to walking up to 2000 steps (I count the steps to get credit on Walgreen's Balance Rewards Program) from the bus stop to the gym in the heat with little shade before class, shade after class (the average high is 90 F or better (32 C) from about Mid May to Late September here (Las Vegas, 2nd hottest summer city in U S) . No member at the gym since I have been a regular member (from about 12/1/16) when I moved to LVS ,, whether they were a white, blue, purple, brown, or black belt (we have them all) has ever complained to me that I was not in shape or fit to roll or practice with them.Of course like ALL members I will sit out a round from time to time, perhaps more often due age but very much involved in both the drilling and rolling at the gym. It is a wonder how I would be singled out due being 67 instead of 57. FWIW I have worked tables at many tourneys (I am very low income and cannot afford the entry fees, thus I would rather get a check than give a check) and some have divisions such as masters 6 or seniors 6 that have competitors in their 60s. USA Wrestling has Veteran's E as well. Gershon Horowitz (google him if necessary) competed at age 70, thus this senseless bigotry has no place in the sport.The gay community should be ashamed about being prejudicial against their own, being all the prejudice they normally face. In all my years on the mats both as a collegiate wrestler for a weak division 3 team who did not have a winning record until my senior year,nor as a BJJ participant did I ever tell the referee that an opponent was not satisfactory due his age or looks.I competed in Santa Ana in 2012 (They had reasonable entry fees) and there was no one in my age division or the age division below mine thus I elected to go with the younger group (mostly 20s)..There was a 5 man round robin and I lost all 4 matches, 3 on submissions, one on points. Interestingly though I did score several take downs including on the eventual winner. Not one person there thought any less of me due my age. What is even more interesting is that when I click on "members" which brings up the closest members to one's address that almost no one even gave me the courtesy of a reply and some live only 1 km away and Las Vegas has 24/7 transit even last summer on the day it hit 117 F here. (46 C) , I wonder if some here are wrestlers or just computer key pushers? If they are so afraid of a former collegiate wrestler who had a less than .500 record for a weak div 3 team and gets tapped the majority of the time at BJJ classes, whom are they willing to face? No wonder they go for this jobber/heel stuff where the outcome is pre-determined. Being real must be too hard!
There are other wrestlers I have wrestled but due to constraints cannot be put on my opponents list so I will list them here:
Ben Skull Stevens
Branching Out Even More -- Sharply Revised Profile — Spruceman's (always wanting to wrestle/grapple) blog
Been apprised from time to time that I have three parameters here which work against me:
(1) My age; but not going to falsify this–won't even do it in "Mars years" as it appears some do, based on how different some guys look when they show up at the door.
(2) My pics---in that they believe they were shot when I was much younger – sorry, but the topside ones were shot in 2017--- or that they look too threatening. Again, sorry about that; but most my mates have told me I'm one hulluva lot stronger and tougher than I look (despite my thinking ain't so). Even in the recommendations: If I feel there is hyperbole, I ask the writer to revisit what he wrote and rewrite if it is overstated. Hyped recommendations can lead to disappointments and/or injuries.
(3) The interests in my profile. OK: I admit, it needs mellowing, lightening; as I need to make it sound more mellow and playful. Guys not fearful of that image believe I want to merely beat them up; hence, there are those amongst my newer opponents are guys who want to tear into me, as though they want to "put me in my place" or something equally weird (or wired?)
So put away the fears that I want to toss you up against the wall, flip you to the floor, or lit'rully kick you ass. T'aint so – that's for the guys who are into that kind of stuff, know how to safely take and execute a slam or a fall/a drop, and do it only after serious discussion to keep it safe and injury free. Simply not interested in further enriching the world's most expensive medical industry.
Below is the new profile. Let me know pro/con. Keep it constructive Trying to keep it nonthreatening, but honest. Why no 2018 pics yet? Simple, Holding off awhile longer so they show a quantum leap, rather than meanderings within the same quantum level. :) Should be there by June.
Been told I'm a lot stronger than the pics suggest; but it's time to lighten up a bit now & then. While the serious, competitive or more intense stuff can be fun at times, it now needs more balance with the playful.
"Men under about 225 pounds, clean, safe, in shape, and no abuse flags can consider this an open invite. Others, let's talk adjustments to make it happen. All past opponents from any site, and all my fans and favorites are welcome. Have padded-walls matroom (see gallery). and like to host.
Interests not listed are open for discussion including making videos, BDSM, outdoors, group action, all martial arts, self defense. Enjoy mentoring new guys to the site..
The recommendations, and, blog here have more detailed info. Seasoned member, with an opponent count of 58 placing me near the top 2% boundary.
Tough abs thanks to mentoring from RadnerBearman - -and I am l mentoring Scrimmagejock, BoxerVA, and Just_Dan in submission wrestling/grappling."
Thanks to above four men, along with Ctrwash, Zultac, Ezekiel-Night for their training with me help promoting me as a viable opponent here. Really proud to call these men my good friends; and am confident the list will grow.